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INTRODUCTION
MERLIN
If
you are to be active with us, you must have a desire to serve and it has
to be a very important desire to you. It is something that at times you
will need to be very committed to, more committed than to other things.
This does not really come about in this fashion by a decision that you
happen to like the idea of that, but it is something that comes out of
your heart. It is a very strong feeling. It is a calling.
Not all who have a calling will answer it
in the same way, nor do they need to answer it in the same way. However,
to all of you who do answer it in this way, or for that matter in any
other way, it will become important for you to have access to the inner
or higher planes as you desire, as you wish. It must not be something
you cut off from or feel cut off from because it must be something you
freely feel able to go back and forth to at will.
Technique is one thing and skill is another.
Skill comes with practice. For instance, many learn to play musical instruments,
and there are many who are in some way born with a talent or an affinity
to be able to conquer an instrument. Then there are those who have no
initial ability, but have dedication. That commitment, that dedication
becomes that which leads them to their greatness. There are those who
have some desire and go just far enough to be able to satiate that desire,
and beyond that, they have no desire to go any further.
It is for you to come to terms with whether
or not what we intend to help you with is something you wish to do. It
does not make you any more special than anyone else. Let us get that straight
right now because it is important that you do not somehow feel spiritually
more special than others are. If you do, you will find yourself with the
need to always make yourself the teacher or put yourself above other people
in such a way as you keep them disempowered, keep them less than you.
The purpose is to help another rise above their condition, and that is
service.
It is very important that you realize that
this represents your dedication, your devotion, your gift back to the
Creator. The Creator's gift to you is that which you experience by making
yourself available for doing that. You will see what that means. It is
a very special experience in that it is the greatest experience available
to humankind. All have that potentially available to them if they choose
it. Whether or not you use it in the form of service, we shall show you
some things and help you be able to make a connection with other planes
and realms of consciousness.
The goal we have is a lifelong goal to assist
you in transcending the elements, the particles of thought, belief and
experience that interfere with your happiness so that you can live in
freedom, light and empowerment. I hope that you shall be sufficiently
aimed such that you never have to be apart from your center ever again.
In order that we do this, there is a commitment needed, a commitment that
only you can decide to make. It is a commitment not to Spirit, but a commitment
to you. It is a commitment to the power of love. It is a commitment to
open the source of beauty within you and merge with it.
Commitment is different from a promise.
A commitment is a choice you make, as you need to make it. A promise may
or may not be a kept commitment. A commitment is the willingness to understand
what your objective is and regularly ask is this in harmony with my objective.
You continually make choices in favor of and actions in alignment with
that objective. A commitment means the willingness to look at your actions
and to make ever wiser and wiser choices. A commitment means looking at
the results you are getting and the willingness to make new choices to
achieve those results if those results were not achieved. A commitment
is a willingness to be flexible and a dedication to the creation of that
goal.
We cannot provide for you a commitment that
you will need. We can only provide for you the course, the direction.
The commitment has to come from you. We shall only provide you with many
directions and many answers, but we are not here for giving you answer.
We are here to aim you in the direction that you say you wish to fulfill
that you might experience your most radiant nature, but the commitment
shall have to come from you.
Everyone's levels of commitment shall be
different. Some will be more committed or less committed, but we are not
in a race with each other. Some may achieve better results in one area
where others may achieve better results in other areas. Some may be successful
in breaking through in one or another area. Others may be unsuccessful
in one or another area. However, the commitment is not for measuring against
each other who is more commitment or who is better at this or that. It
is a commitment you have made to yourself to merge with the excellence
of your being, whatever that means to you. You will decipher exactly what
it means to you and you will come to understand that better. You will
also come to be able to create that end much more successfully. These
are our intentions.
What we shall offer you are not secrets.
It is knowledge that has been in the world for ages upon ages and translated
at different times in different ways. It is information we have sussed
out from the universe and processed in such ways as it might be intelligible
to you. It is information we gathered from Mataare's experiences and from
your experiences that you have gotten in life and you have come to certain
understandings about what your needs are and how best to fulfill those
needs. We shall draw upon the ethers and upon the teachers and teachings
of the past as well as teachers of the present and the future not yet
arrived here. More importantly, we shall draw upon your own wisdom brought
forward through this synergistic union, which we shall unfold together.
This is an overall statement of the curriculum
that lies ahead. It will be a beautiful and pleasant journey. It will
require increasing discipline on your part. The discipline that it will
require is not one that shall be rote practice of any kind, but rather
devoted unfolding, dependant upon whether you find yourself able to be
as committed as we suggest.
Know that we are committed to drawing from you all that can rise up in
you in terms of inspiration. We are committed to getting you committed.
If you do not feel you are able to be successful in breaking through to
some joyful and successful state of harmony and beauty within, then know
that we have our ways. We shall find ways to draw out of you that which
you perhaps do not even know is within you.
We are presenting to you a pathway that
has many, many facets and is not for everyone. Although much that we say
shall be from universal truth, you may come to discover that which is
unfolding here is not for you. Know that if your place or your pathway
should be different, then so be it. Know that other doorways shall open
to you.
Know this as well. The truth of your ascendant
nature, the truth of your breakthrough further into awakening and enlightenment
does not depend upon you understanding clearly anything and everything
we say. You can receive that which you are able to receive from us, and
that which you are not able to receive from us, so be it. Integrate whatever
you receive in whatsoever ways help you prosper and unfold in a beautiful
way in your life. That which you cannot receive, that which is not for
you, do not feel you must take it on.
We do not wish to change you into that which
we are. Our intention is to link you to that to which we are linked, the
Creator, the source of all, so that which uniquely is you can be most
fully and potently expressed. You shall not all become homogenous automatons,
one exactly the same as the next, carrying and holding exactly the same
principles from person to person, but rather that which is divinely and
uniquely yourself can be expressed in its most perfect form of expression.
Be prepared to leave behind certain things
that shall stand in the way of your progress, particularly compulsions
and addictions of any kind, whether those compulsions and addictions may
be compulsions and addictions from the most obvious kinds of things, drugs,
alcohol, food, or the most subtle kinds of compulsions and addictions,
relationship addiction, anger and hostility addiction. It can be any kind
of attachment to things that ground you in an energy or that you are not
sovereign in, but rather gets a hold of you. Be prepared to find little
fulfillment in spiritual, emotional, physical and intellectual senses,
for all of these areas must be cultivated in order for you to come to
know who and what you truly are and to express the full magnificence of
your potential.
©
Carolyn Hawkins 2013
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